First Day Jitters...For Me

Karsten his first day of 5th grade

I'm so glad I have both in Elementary school for one more year

Jaxons first day of first grade

Dylan the big 8th grader, so so so glad I have one more year til high school, I'm really not ready for that!...what a cheesy smile:)

I layed in bed last night while my heart was breaking, I thought I was totally ready for this day and maybe even excited. As it turns out I am very much not okay. I walked in from work this morning around 9:20 am to a totally empty house. Jaxon has gone to first grade, and I know you are all thinking I'm totally lame, but I am so sad to have my kids in school all day. I have always had at least one if not 2 kids at home for at least part of the day. It a hard realization that that will never be again. I haven't cried yet and I'm trying not to, but its gonna be a hard change. My kids totally drove me crazy this summer and I was so ready for them and me to have some sort of schedule, but it came too soon. I kept telling everyone oh yeah I'm good with Jaxon going to first grade, he's bored at home with me anyways. I thought my kids would never grow up, that I would never have any freedom, and always be tried to naps or feedings. Well it turns out freedom's overrated!! This is totally out of order, but I will get back on track.